Party planning, bleh!

I have always wanted to regularly update my blog but I'm always deprived of the time. Work may not be stressful, in fact, I love it, even addicted to it, but my daughter takes so much of my time. Not a bad thing though; I LOVE playing, with her, cuddling her, talking to her as though I understand every little thing that comes out of her cute little mouth.

Her first birthday's less than three weeks from this time of writing and I haven't started with anything yet! Yes I have contacted suppliers, party hosts, caterers, but no real decision has been made yet. I'm not even sure where the party's gonna held. And that's coming from someone who has previously worked at an events and public relations company.

Okay, I'll be honest. The real reason why I haven't really taken this planning seriously is the budget. You see there had been a family emergency recently. So a portion of the money we have saved for the special day has been used up. Yes, we are BROKE. Of all the days in the year, why a few weeks before my daughter's first birthday??

Oh if only I had a bigger salary and we didn't have those sh*tty bank loans I can give my daughter the best first birthday party ever. Like any mom, I want to give only the best for my daughter. Thought that was cliche before, but now I know it's oh so true.

The last resort, as always, is to borrow money. Ugh. I hate the feeling of having more and more debts/loans. But what can I do? *sigh* Bagtik again.